Hon..dont be terrified to the point of wanting to kill yourself. Trust me..PTSD can do alot to a persons thinking. Also depression and sleep deprivation can sometimes mimic schizophrenia. I suffered psychosis where I heard voices and was having the most terrible of thoughts racing through my head. After being hospitalized I was told that it was due to sleep deprivation and depression. It caused psychosis. There are many other reasons why this could be happening. Are you seeing a doctor?

Thank you so much for your response... No, im not seeing a doctor... but i seriously hope i don't have psychosis :(

I am so sorry this is happening to you. Try to breathe, and relax. Please, try to get to a doc ASAP. There are meds you can take IF you happen to have schizophrenia. It isn't a given though. ((((((Hugs))))))

Why do you keep trying to deal with this alone. You need to go see a doctor if you are in this state. I think your going to make yourself crazy with worrying. If you do have it there are meds that can help you. If you don't then at least you will know and have peace.

Hearing things can be a number of things, Bi polar, Bi polar2 .I am sure there are others. I have bipolar 2. What ever it is, you need to find out. There are medications to stop the voices and or any other symptoms you may have. Please see a professional and get some help.

Thanks for your responses everyone... I just so overwhelmed, i dont have insurance, i dont have a doctor, i dont a have a therapist. :( so im at lost to what i should do................

Don't be so sure it's schizophrenia. You need a doctor to diagnose that. Surely there is a hospital in your county that takes everybody?

You are not alone feeling this way. I see things that aren't there, when I 1st wake up and am very stressed. Not always, just when I'm really stressed. Like: writing on walls, monsters, cartoon butterflies. I know it can't be real, so I just keep watching, telling myself it can't be real...it all disappears the more I become more fully awake.

I need to see a doctor too. I don't have insurance either, but there is a place I can go that will see me. I need to get on medicaid. I have no money, no job...I think they have to approve my application.

Can you go to your county hospital and apply for medicaid? I know this must be scary for you to hear things like that.

http://www.webenet.com/localresources.htm

Right hand column "Uninsured Healthcare Resources"

Thanks everyone.....

Labels suck! They just imprison you. "I can't do this because I am "label". Don't be double talking inself into a label so you can dodge resposiblities. I have sat at a lot of group support tables where persons exuse hers or his bad behavior. If as I am "label" so why do they not know it is okay to call the son of b*tches or a million other ways to make people feel bad unimportant.

i think you need to see a doctor as soon as possible. atleast you are aware of what is going on me and my partner have both suffered with psychosis i actually believed i was being haunted by the spirit of a girl caled jemima i would see writing on the floor and walls things move carpets that had patterns in them i would see pages like a book wih drawings of a story iv seen horrible spiders and these strange earwig creatures who pop out of the carpet and i could actually hear them popping through ,colours in wallpaper changing extremely frightening. i haveseen people shadows outside my home and my partner was working away in germany and had a psychotic/manic episode and ended up in some woodland and saw jesus christ himself, he was then sectioned for 3 months in germany. so get help incase it is psychosis or something else as these episodes can seriously manifest themselves out of control , my episodes although 8+years ago are as fresh in my mind as yesterday infact it took me years and help plus educating myself on psychosis untill i beleived it wasnt real. i wish you luck and please dnt think you are alone out there as you are not : ) x