Sorry I just need to vent. Someone close today confronted me about my depression which I would be happy with but they only want to help when I become an inconvenience to them. I felt attacked instead of hope, they would say I want to help you the entire time but would point out how it is my fault.
This experience has left me more closed off to the world then ever, I just want to hide and lick my wounds. After this all I can think is I am the problem. Thanks for your time.
I am 21. I have never not lived with my mom. Lately though, that's been a bad thing. Her and I get into 3 fights a day. Fights that end and sart with my being angry and sad. Fights that make me (slightly) which that i were dead. I want to tell my therapist about these fights but since i myself don't know why they happen, there's no use telling a stranger about them. Today, the fight went...
i found out recently that my father touched my cousin 30 years ago when she was only 5. My question is is it wrong of me to still want a relationship with my father after hearing he did that? what would you do? i know its the past, and i also dont condone what he may have done. it makes me so sick to my stomach. thank you