Sorry I just need to vent. Someone close today confronted me about my depression which I would be happy with but they only want to help when I become an inconvenience to them. I felt attacked instead of hope, they would say I want to help you the entire time but would point out how it is my fault.
This experience has left me more closed off to the world then ever, I just want to hide and lick my wounds. After this all I can think is I am the problem. Thanks for your time.
I have to say I naturally have a high sex drive because I have Bipolar Disorder. But one of the main symptoms that I get is Depression. And when I am feeling depressed and not feeling good. I don't have any desire or interest in sex it goes right out the window. But my medication isn't doing this to me because sometimes I feel fine and desire sex. But lets face it who feels sexy when they are...
im really lonely and depressed my mom doesnt want to spend time with me and she ignores me and wants to beat the living shit out of me cz i wanna spend time with her and she doesnt i have no siblings shes so mean to me i hate my life