go check into a psych hold if you need it! it will give you a break away from your mom and possibly give you a chance to be monitored while they try medications that can help.

but how can i get in there

first all i want yo u to do is breathe. control stop thinkl. your mother is powerless andyou hold the control. you ca nbuild a coping skill reaching out is difficult when your suffering. breathe again, feel your feelings journal the. breathe again..

thereare hospitals that pick you up if our in t ouble look up suicide hotlines then ask around. but seek help now.

thank you

there is always hope im sending you positive vivibes feel free to friend me

if you are this bad I would also suggest you put your self in the hospital ...I have put my self in the hospital and it was the best thing I ever did for my self ............I was so bad I had stoped talking ...I was shutting dowen ........they had to give me ......ECT just to get me back .......it was a life savour .....if I needed to I would do it again ....put my self in the. hospital and get the ECT .........than you see a phicitrist ,.....and will be digonosed .....and put on meds ......it is the best thing you can do for your self .................I will keep you in my prayers .......as for your mother ....I don't know the situation ..but people who are toxic to you schould have very limited axcess to you ....God bless

I agree with muskrattiger about limiting yourself to toxic people. In my case I had to keep my sanity so I cut off the woman that gave birth to me and my "sister." It may sound harsh but YOU have to take care of YOU! I also was in the psych ward and it was actually when I was at a counseling appt. because she was really worried about me. It really helped a lot. Of course I'm going to struggle with depression for the rest of my life, however seeing a counselor and/or psychiatrist isn't a bad thing! I love my psychiatrist and I thank her ever visit for listening to me and prescribing my happy pills. I also agree about calling the suicide hotline.
When I'm in my deep black hole I always think of who'd miss me if I was gone; it's 2 people who mean the world to me and wouldn't want them to be sad. If you don't have someone think of a least one thing you have to live for!!

I hope you have already gone to hospital-or have called hotline for help.

Good luck and please remember that many people support you. Please do get some help because we care and see the nice things you can do in the future. Things will get better, objectively and how you see them.

I agree to check into a hospital. It will give you a much needed break from reality.

Listen to the part of you that wants to stay alive. You may be surprised at the ideas you come up with to survive, so you won't have to die.

Forgive me if you have already answered this, but what is your mom doing to break you? And is there any way you can spend less time around her?

my mom say things that hurt me and she's like oh you'r brother is so mutch better than you, you are so stupid and dumb and a slut and a bad child and her husband throws with shit bc i'm not sitting streat and she's laughing at evrything i do and when i say how i feel she just looks at me like i told something stupid.

I totally agree with every reply. It is over simplified, .. when I say 'it might be a good idea to get the hell away from her' ... but I am sure it is not that simple. Go get some help ... you should not want to die because of someone else's behavior.