Then I hope you don't get the rope, the private time, nor the space. That's the mode that I always think of when I'm suicidal. I hope you're feeling better soon. (((Hugs))) Please realize that even though you feel this way now, you won't always. Please hang on until things turn around.

Don't give yourself the opportunity. Please!!

There were years where my life was so dark, empty and cold, that I prayed I'd die. Suicide was never an option because I'd lost a dear friend that way and saw the aftermath and sorrow he left first hand. But just because I wouldn't commit suicide didn't mean I wasn't suicidal. No one realized how bad it had gotten because I can wear that mask so darn well. Smiling on the outside, dying on the inside.

One day I finally blurted it out to my regular dr. That was the beginning of my recovery. Most days I can actually enjoy life -- it's a miracle. If you haven't talked to your dr about this, please do. If you have, talk to him some more. Don't stop until you have a treatment that works for you. You deserve no less.

I hope you find neither ...

Is there someone you trust who can come and be with you?

I believe you can overcome these feelings, but you have to trust in yourself. I struggle with similar feelings, until I realize that I do have a PURPOSE TO LIVE. I'm staying strong for the sake of my family because I love them more than I hate my life.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. *Hugs*

Sabrina

deffinitly have been feeling the same way, I have tried way to many medication that I can't even remember and none of them helped except one that made me gain 25lbs in a month and that makes me depressed too.

I am 28 and I have nothing to show for my age but I know that God wants me to live and that and my family is the only things that prevent me from doing something like that.

Can you think of anything that makes you happy or that makes you want to stay here in this world? a family member, a pet, friend? try to think or call them when you are feeling this way.

I really hope you feel better.

did you ever talk to your mom about this stuff, or find a new doc as you spoke of doing? those things should be done asap young lady!

no and no but I did talk to a therapist.

Hi, so glad you're talking about it here and not doing it. Big hug.

You could use a rope, private time/space but not the neuse.

Take the rope and pull yourself out!

It does get better when you have more control over your life. Going to university helps.