Janine that is never true! Find your rock, your inspiration, whatever gives you hope and relief. A friend? A special place? An idea that keeps you going? And hold tight. Try to extrapolate each issue and write down a few things you can do to improve each one. Divide and conquer!

'Everyone would be better off with me gone!'
Don't believe it!

When I first started reading your post I thought I wrote it. At least someone's in the same boat with you. I think a lot of us are. Don't give up.

Find an escape.. I find journaling and reading my book do so much for my mood.. Even talking to people on here and getting some pen pals might be a good idea for you <3 if you need anyone to talk to feel free to message me

Thank you so much for reaching out to find support in your situation. Life is hard, and we can't do it alone. I agree with a PP. Find things that you enjoy doing that can get your mind off of the stress for a while so that maybe you can have a different perspective on the things going on. Taking walks and other exercise often helps me to life my mood and helps me handle stress better.
When it comes to handling the problems, have you been able to define what the problems are? Sometimes when we can state what the problem is, we can find ways to work toward a resolution of issues. For example, if the stress at work is because my boss is overbearing or I am having trouble getting my work done, is it because the company is understaffed, I don't have the tools I need to complete my work, or because I am not using my time wisely? Each issue would require a different course of action. Does that make sense? Instead of it being a big mass of problems that is overwhelming, maybe it could give you a direction for steps you can take to make things better. If you would like talk, you can pm me. I pray that things get better for you soon.