I am sorry to hear that you are struggling with all this. Depression causes one to feel lonely, isolated, sad, etc. Have you talked with a psychiatrist? If not, I would recommend that you do so they can make a proper diagnosis. The doctor may recommend medication and/or talk therapy. You would benefit greatly by talking with a therapist or counselor. You can come to this site where you will find many people who are going through what you are going through. You can make a lot of friends, too.

Yeah I'm on meds and have done CBT.

Sometimes I feel like I don't have any friends or anyone to talk to but in my case it's my disease lying to me. It tells me everyone is too busy or no one cares. I developed some tools like a phone or email list of friends & family to build a support group. I have yet to have to reach out to more than 4 people before someone responds. Sometimes too many eventually respond & then I get overwhelmed with too many people to repeat my depressive feelings to. I often forget all about how bad I felt. I make a point to ask what new in there life & actively listen. It gets me out of feeling depressed many times & usually makes me feel way better.

I am seeing a counselor, I'm
Meds, in midst of changing meds and I have added to
My cocktail of symptoms the anxiety and panic. Here for you to
Talk with.

Thanks you all

Thanks you all