You can go, you will feel much better. At least pick up the phone and call crisis.

how long has it been like this for you? have you tried medication?

I'm on medication and I've been mildly suicidal for 3 years but its been this bad since last night.

yeah check yourself in hun, jsut to ensure your safety xxx

we all HAVE to feel pain sometimes. you must face it my dear. there is something very deep you must address about yourself, does therapy help? a good therapist (not a snobby one) will really help. ive always been to scared for suicide, but it has crossed my mind...i feel for you, and please please please believe that you are meant to be happy, and you will be one day.

if u can't trust yourself, don't..... trust friends or family...at least for tonight...and if u feel u really need it, go to a hospital. i i abused myself last night...don't go down my path....not a good idea

I think you need to go......you will be glad later.
We will be praying for you and will be supporting you.
Only you can change your life and this may be the first step

if you need to call a friend that will take you there, just get there okay?

It is ok to ask for help. You are right now by posting this you just need to take one more little baby step and get real time help. Call crisis or 911, I know how you feel I have been there myself but this path is the better one.

I gave my roommate all of my sharp stuff and told her how I was feeling. I still think I need to be in the hospital but I cna't make myself go. I am so scared. It was such a horrible experience last time.

hello my friend... *hugs*

did you read the thread called "Omaha, Nebraska"?

GO THEY'LL GIVE YOU GOOD DRUGS. WILL CALM YA RIGHT DOWN AND THEY WILL IMMEDIATELY GET A COUNSELOR FOR YOU. sOMETIMES IT'S EASIE TO JUST GO ALONE. tAKE THE DRIVE AND THINK. gETOUT OF THE HOUSE. GO THERE AND SIT OUTSIDE IN THE LOT AND THINK SOME MORE. yoU BETTER do it!!!!!!!!!! xx j