Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I'm getting those thoughts again, where I meticulously plan on starving myself to death. I'm just wanting to disappear.
I keep looking for jobs out of state, and all I think of when I apply is will I be able to find some isolation out there.
I just don't give a fuck about anything. Not the student loans, not family or what few friends I have, not the half-assed career I'm trying to piece together, not the family I'm never going to have.
I'm inadequate. My Dad raised kids, bought a home, etc., all on a barber's salary. I've got no idea how he did it.
There's an episode of Futurama, the first one I think, where there's a suicide machine, cheap, quick and efficient. And I just wish some equivalent existed in reality.
I keep looking for jobs out of state, and all I think of when I apply is will I be able to find some isolation out there.
I just don't give a fuck about anything. Not the student loans, not family or what few friends I have, not the half-assed career I'm trying to piece together, not the family I'm never going to have.
I'm inadequate. My Dad raised kids, bought a home, etc., all on a barber's salary. I've got no idea how he did it.
There's an episode of Futurama, the first one I think, where there's a suicide machine, cheap, quick and efficient. And I just wish some equivalent existed in reality.
(((((( hugs))))))
You are a worthwhile human being, but your brain is lying to you. ((Hugs))
Please don't compare yourself to your father. It was a different world only a few years ago. When I was growing up, families were HUGE.....
It was nothing to have 6 or 8 kids............Now just trying to support 1 or 2 is almost impossible.
You Are A LAWYER And A TEACHER!!!!!! Wow! You should be VERY proud of yourself! You are absolutely amazing!!!!!!!!!
Please don't hurt yourself.......................
We need MORE people like you, Not Less