big huge hugs for you hon. One of these fridays you will make it out and you wont find flaws in what is planned.

you are mentally bored... you sound like a person who needs more than going out for a couple of drinks or staring at a screen.

go make that brain work itself more.

If your life is on hold, whats stopping you? And I mean that seriously.

I feel pretty much the same way there is no motivation for something that you don't look forward to like life. i always think why go out if its going to be the same think over and over again. I wish I could help but we are in the same boat

"Awake too"...hey that's a pun...

I am so mentally bored.. and i hate going out for drinks.. actually my favorite thing to do is to go out to eat with someone.. conversation.. (imagine that i'm a therapist).. i cant seem to focus my brain on anything.. specific..

I dont know.. when i try to do things it doesnt 'work out'.. i try to go to the gym.. back problems get in the way.. i would love to date.. but oh yea.. i dont have a job and that a REAL conversation starter.. Hi i'm unemployed.. wanna go out to dinner.. oh yea.. and can you buy..
I like to dance.. but there again.. no one to dance with (i used to teach partner dancing)..
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I feel you jorgez i want something wort getting out of bed for.

then do what i am planning. go find someone who is totally crazy and they will accept you for anything ! and i mean crazy in a good and intelligent way. why live life by the rules? the sidelines? how about plan what you want to do to accomplish your freedom. i think the only reason you feel negative about most situations is you feel that they aren't going to ease your boredom right? you need to take the bull by the horns and do this your way. you are an adult with options and even if you don't have a job and feel unmotivated - at least look for one. trick your brain into thinking that you are at least planning something. One of the things i am starting to ask myself instead of planning actual goals in life is 'why do i want to be happy'? 'what does happiness achieve'? 'what kind of happiness do i want'? 'am i tying myself down in life, or is it others around me - if either of them - how can I change it'?

yno? I am free if you need a chat. x

My my problem is i dont know what the heck i want. I rarely do.. when i do i go after it and get it. With both horns.. but i dont know what i want. So i'm stagnant.. bored.. lonely..
Things that i do want i shouldnt do..
snowboarding.. dancing.. martial arts..

and you cant do any of that without money.. which i dont have a job..

does this seem circular to anyone but me?

it's a little circular, but then so much of life is isn't it..one thing depends on another, on another and so forth...not the only one sitting home on a friday trying to figure out what they want...join the club :)

Is there an 'I overanalyze' group i can join while i'm at it :)

when you find it let me know so i can obsess about what that means..lol:)