I am so frustrated/upset. I feel really lonely. It has been a year and 3 months since I have had a boyfriend. It has been months since I have even had a crush. I am so annoyed with my lack of love life. I'm starting to get desperate. I just need a boy to have fun with. I want someone to care for me and make me happy. I miss having a boyfriend a lot. Even if I can't be in a relationship I could at least date or have fun. I don't understand why it is so impossible to find someone. Not having any boy interested in me makes me feel ugly and boring. I feel like crap. Why don't boys find me attractive? Even if I'm not pretty I think my personality would be attractive but I guess not. I don't get it. Also, why does it matter if I am taller than the guy? I know I am 6'1'' but why does that have to matter? Why is it intimidating. It shouldn't be. I am the same person whether I am 6' or 5'. I see all of my friends dating or having a serious boyfriend and me all alone. I just don't get it.
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