Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Itzjustme
im so unbearably sad. its giving me a headache and making me angry. i cause alot of problems in my family. im the "crazy, suicidal, cutter" in the family. i disappoint everyone. i feel like no one is taking me seriously, i cant talk about anything with my family cause they will just turn me down. i cant say "im feeling really bad about myself and im having a bad urge to cut" i told my mom when i was having urges and she called me stupid. idk i want school to end and its gonna end for summer break in a week and a half. im scared, nothing will be normal because of what i did. the only thing i look forward to is going to seee my friend for the first time that i met here. im just sooo sad, i cant make my sadness into word really. i dont want to SI i really dont, so i wont. i dont know what to do anymore :(
deleted_user
I'm proud of you for taking the stand not to SI. Try to look forward to seeing your new DS friend. Are you going to stay with your mom for the summer?
crzychik
hey Hun. I am here for ya, ya know that. Love and hugs to ya.
Itzjustme
yea i'll be staying with her, another thing im excited about, im tired of this place! i wont be going to therapy this week, at least i dont think i will
Itzjustme
i hate feeling like this
deleted_user
What is SI?
Itzjustme
self injure
ElenaNJ
hi sweetie. your family doesn't understand how you're feeling, when you're not doing well it reminds them of mistakes they made in trying or not trying to be a healthy family. you do seem very close tothem. if you're having cutting urges you should post here or even private msg. me. ok? have a good day tomorrow. do you hve any plans for the summer?
Itzjustme
ok i will..thank u....have a great day tomoro...im gonna be with my mom and i think we're going to NH
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