My heart goes out to you ruthgrps. Stay strong. Just take it one minute at a time. I know losing weight is hard and the stereotypes don't help. But you are very important and you have a great purpose. So hang in there. Things will be okay. I have struggled with Depression for over 35 years and uncontrollable Anxiety. It is hard every day for me. Cause I reuse meds. I don't like feeling like a zombie. I was at the lowest dose possible and slept all day and all night for about three month. I couldn't do anything cause I would fall asleep even driving. So I struggle today and every day. But I know it will get better. Stay strong one day at a time and sometimes one minute at a time. Its hard but you've made it this far. Why not a little more? You are stronger then you know. I know you are! Hugs and prayers your way!

I'm sorry, Honey. I've been there. It's the pits. Perhaps you should tell someone close to you. In the meantime, maybe getting involved in a good book, craft, or other activity would make you feel better. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

I'm so sorry that you feel this way.
Your weight does not define you. You may not see it now but you have a purpose and you can make an impact on others. Don't harm yourself, take care of yourself by eating healthy, try not to skip meals and walk outdoor.
Try also to do things that you will enjoy.

I pray for peace as you go through this journey. Please update us, we are here for you. God bless.