In the past year I have lost a close friend, my dad, and now a baby. My health has gotten worse. At first the doctors said I was crazy but now they realize something is wrong but can't figure out what. I pass out and get very dizzy. I can't work or do normal activites. Feeling very overwhelmed.
I don’t really care about anything anymore except for my son. The only reason I keep waking up every day is so that he doesn’t have to grow up without a father. Not that anyone here even gives a shit, but I am very mentally exhausted trying to live. I am not proficient with anything enough to make a real contribution to society, so my existence is just basically to be present for my son....
Feeling pretty depressed today. No reason in particular just general depression. I did get out today and was around others and now I'm back home and trying to focus my mind on something besides how I feel. Is there anybody around that's feeling depressed who would like to just chat for a little bit?