In the past year I have lost a close friend, my dad, and now a baby. My health has gotten worse. At first the doctors said I was crazy but now they realize something is wrong but can't figure out what. I pass out and get very dizzy. I can't work or do normal activites. Feeling very overwhelmed.
im done with this. i just want to die. i dont want to go on anymore. nobody cares about me and my life is worthless. i dont want to be alive. it would make everyones lives easier. nobody would even notice. im done with this shit.
Because my apartment was being renovated I spent the last five days living at my bf's apartment. I wasn't very productive so I decided I will go back to my apartment until exam season is over. But now that I'm back I realize how much easier I drift into negative circles of thoughts and ruminate when I'm alone. I wonder if I should move in with somebody so that I'd have a shared room and I would...