hope everyone had a better wednesday night than i did.. spent mine talking my ex out of killing himself- he says oh yeah i have it all planned out- gonna hang myself- so i spent hours telling him omg no u can't do that! and i ended up telling him- there could be a baby and if so ur the dad and this baby will need you ! that was the only thing that really got through to Matt... so we talked and finally he agreed that he was gonna be ok and wouldn't do anything . he says he Loves me and i think he thinks we are getting back together and we aren't.... and now i'm just sitting here going omg omg - is he ok- trying to get in touch with his sis and look up her email address- but i know its not on yahoo. and i don't have aol- oh this is so not the stress i need in this situation .................. so i had one of those sleepless nights... cried til i passed out then tossed and turned and thought omg if something happens to him i'm gonna kill Karen ! don't mind me- just venting here people... i am so friggin depressed at this moment and very very confused and conflicted- AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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