awww i cant sleep can i have your sleep and you have my awakness:)sorry you feel bad

awww i cant sleep can i have your sleep and you have my awakness:)sorry you feel bad

angelite you are breaking my heart to hear you say that because i know how that feels and i dont want you to feel that!

i just wish one of them would come and shake me and drag me out of bed... even if i am kicking and screaming. then i would know they cared.

you are making me cry right now. I am here to tlak to you right now and i deff. care about you!

sorry you feel that way sweetie, i felt that way today, but i realized a few care, not many, but a few

i don't want to upset anyone.. i just need to talk... get my thoughts out.

Talk, I am listening.

once upon a time, i used to be like you...too much sleep, i was lethargic, killed myself doing nothing, trying to sleep the pain and suffering away...and now, i have insomnia :[

i don't think my boyfriend knows what to do with me anymore. i called him, screaming, crying, begging him to come home because i needed him. an hour later he still hadn't appeared. he refused to pick up my medicine because he felt uncomfortable.. so i had to go looking like hell where i have done nothing but cry for hours.

when he is finally home he holds e and i pour my heart out.. and for the first time ever i told him i wanted to die.... i could never get one response out of him.. he just laid there. he doesn't understand how i'm feeling and doesn't know how to respond.

i have ran out of ideas to try to get him to understand. he says he knows things will turn out ok... i ask him how he knows this and he gets defensive.. asking why i question him. i wasn't questioning him, i just value what he thinks and want to know why he thinks that so maybe i could see it that way too.

i am hurt it took him so long to get home. if someone i loved called me sounding as i did i would rush to be there, o matter how scared i was to face it. he deals with emotions so differently than i do and i will never understand.

i am praying he doesn't get scared away.. he is the one person i even bother trying to see or communicate to right now.

I will listen

everyone else has given up on me... i can't handle it if he does too.

Im not sure how to make him understand but a nice surprise for him might be to make him a card telling him how much you love him and stuff.

i wish i had the answers, but belive in yourself...as best you can cause you are wonderful.

i think it upsets me how he deals with things because he doesn't react the way i want him to.... actually his reaction is to not react at all and pretend it isn't happening. i know i can't change that, but i wish he would try to express himself more for me so i don't feel so alone.

have you guys gone on a date in a while? maybe you guys should try going to the movies or out to dinner.