Matt called me - and i see his number come up- i hesitated- but i picked up the phone and he plays my song that i dedicated to him - "STAY" BY SUGARLAND.... HE SAYS I LOVE U- AND I CAN'T "STAY"- I NEED U ..... AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY IN RETURN I REALLY DON'T- SO I HUNG UP AND SAID WE WOULD TALK LATER...... JUST WHAT I NEED MORE AND MORE STRESS AND DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AHHHHHHHHHHH! YES I DO THAT A LOT I KNOW- BUT I AM STRESSED TO THE MAX - DANG IT- SOMEONE JUST TAKE OVER MY LIFE FOR ME OR LETS TRADE... ANY TAKERS?
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