YEAH I REALLY AM- JUST THOUGHT I'D VENT TODAY- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! WHO'S WITH ME ? ANYWAYS MY DAY IS GOING PRETTY GOOD- DECIDING HOW TO TELL THE IDIOT IM NOT MOVING IN WITH HIM WHEN I SEE HIM FRIDAY- PREPARING MYSELF FOR HIS PATHETIC TEARS- U KNOW GUYS CRYING IS FINE- AS LONG AS THERE IS A GOOD REASON- HE IS JUST A IDIOT THOUGH ..... I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE STUFF I PUT UP WITH - I'M SICK OF ME ! I WANT TO GET HELP AND BE A DIFFERENT PERSON- I WANT TO BELIEVE HE IS CHANGING FOR THE BETTER- BUT I CAN'T BE SURE IT ISN'T A BIG FRONT AND DANG IT- RIGHT NOW I HATE EVERYTHING AND WANT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT- MY BRO IN LAW WALKS IN THE HOUSE LASTNIGHT AND HE SAYS- WHATS WRONG U LOOK SAD- NOT HAPPY LIKE U USUALLY DO- AND I'M THINKING- WHEN HAVE I LOOKED HAPPY LATELY? THEN I REMEMBERED - OH YEAH I PUT UP MY FRONT WHENEVER PEOPLE ARE AROUND- I REALLY WANT TO BE HAPPY--- REALLY DO- WELL I'M GONNA GO PUKE NOW-- JUST THOUGHT I'D LET SOME THINGS OUT .....
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