This is the wrong place to ask that question. Do you think people will tell you yes? Sorry, they won't. Call a crisis line, go to the ER, the police, whoever, as many times as you need to, as many times as you have to.

We will not tell you you should do anything to harm yourself. And if that's not what you're asking, than please say what it is you ARE asking and maybe someone can help you.

I'm sorry, I don't do posts like this normally, but I had to say something. Asking people if you should harm yourself is just....not a good thing to do, to put it mildly.

No you should not do it. What's wrong?

"should I do it?"

of course not.

One thing I can say from being suicidal is you will never feel worse than you are feeling when you try to off yourself.

Go get help.

Things will only get better for you.

Ok, I know the answer is no as it should be, but ...

I'll be smart I promise.

I have really thought long and hard about killing myself. And I did a lot of research on what I could find about the after life. I spoke with people who had near death experiences in general but also with near death experiences by suicide. And what I have come away with is that the pain doesn't end with killing yourself in this world. You take it with you on the other side and it intensifies as well. It's worse on the otherside, not better. So I say stick it out. Even if you don't know why you were put on this earth, u feel your life is meaningless, well it is not. You were put here on this planet for a reason, even if you dont know the reason, there is one.