Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Kuno78 04/21/2013

Dunno what to think right now. Going through a ton of physical symptoms that are driving me insane.

I have had nonstop nausea and chills for 3 days now.

May be pregnant (I hope), or likely another chemical pregnancy.

Cervical stenosis is destroying me. I have been severely depressed over not being in a band for over a decade due to depression. Just had the chance to play bass for a band to realize I can't physically do it. Spent the past two days practicing and in the worst pain ever. Not sure whether the nausea and chills are because of stenosis, pregnancy possibility, or if I am just sick.

Trying to reach my husband but can't since he is at an art convention. Also, don't want to wake him.

mollgirl 04/21/2013

I am sorry you are feeling bad. I hope you start to feel better and can reach your husband soon. Hugs.

AdventureEvryDay 04/21/2013

Right there with you sister. Twenty years ago I never saw my life turning out like this, dont really remember what I imagined but I can say for sure that this wasnt it. My UC causes me to shit my pants in public, bonus, and it hurts like hell just to get out of bed everyday because of back pain. I have days when I literally ask god to allow my body to quit functioning and let my spirit go, selfish as hell I know but some days are just to much. Other days I love my life and think of this all as a gift, a blessing almost. Maybe that is twisted logic but it helps me get by.
All I know is that you can make it thru this, remember tomorrow is a new day and with that comes hope. Good luck. Charlie

Kuno78 04/21/2013

Thanks for the replies. Just contacted my old childhood friend who is the singer for the band I was going to join. Explained to her that health issues and not having the necessary equipment would not allow for me to make her deadline. Told her I was still going to buy a bass for my electronic music project and that I still wanted to learn their songs as I could always be a fill-in for a gig or two if someone becomes ill or can't make it to a show. Also told her that I would like to possibly perform with her in the future as long as my health allows for it.

Kinda crushed, but am not beating myself over it anymore. Always believed that me not being in a band was the result of me being depressed and lazy. Realizing I can't physically do it makes me realise this is not my fault, it's just the way life rolls. Always saw myself as a pro musician as a child. Well, a graphic designer was goal number 2, so at least I reached that one, right?

deleted_user 05/09/2013

I just had a thought.........probably a stupid one, but what about a job where you can do art and sit down at the same time. I suppose that nobody uses a draft board anymore, but somehow that is how I envision you.........being able to rest........sunlight coming through a large window.........the Keurig machine with organic teas and you on a stool with a sofa chair nearby and doing some good art work with no pressure and no stress.

itsjustme8 05/09/2013

what did your friend say? I'm hoping she was supportive and you can at leas initially have a part time situation with the band.

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