Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Sabrina15 02/21/2009

Honestly speaking, I consider myself to be depressed, with or without a medical diagnosis. I have so many issues in my life, much more than I can handle. I often feel worthless, stressed, unlovable, sad, emotional, humiliated, and dis-connected. In spite of all this, I manage to function every day....I work, socialize, run errands, manage my household, and laugh until it hurts. No matter what, laughter is always a part of my daily routine because it gets me through the tough times.

I've also felt like I'm fighting an endless battle, or sinking into a bottomless pit with no hope in site. I define myself as "existing", but not actually "living", and I really want to embrace life and happiness. Hopefully, it's not too late.

What's your experience?

deleted_user 02/21/2009

Add lonely to the list and no matter how hard you try nothing makes you happy. It's a pain to do daily things sometimes or to have good days just for the next day to be bad. Hugs, sorry you are hurting xo

deleted_user 02/21/2009

I can relate to most of what you said..well all of it..lonely is strange isnt it..you can be surround by people and in a room full of people and still feel alone and that no one can truly understand what you feel..
im sorry you are in such pain know there are people here that do understand..
pm me anytime hugs

deleted_user 02/21/2009

Hi Sabrina,

I know what you mean, and for me, the loneliness part is the worst. I just joined DS too (well, actually, I joined last year, but haven't done anything until yesterday). Even just in this past day or two, feel better making connections and talking to other people who feel similar. it's been really comforting. I hope you find DS to be as comforting as I have.

:-)

Sabrina15 02/21/2009

Heylee - Thanks for your comment, many days I do feel lonely...and hardly anyone is aware of this. It is very difficult to get through each day, but I have no choice.

PrincessC - Sometimes it seems like I'm the only one having this problem, which makes me feel even more alone. I manage by pretending that everything is okay because I'm afraid of exposing my true feelings. I really appreciate your thoughtful comment. Thanks!

Persephone - Yes, I do feel comforted knowing that I'm free to express myself, and connect with others who are facing similar challenges. Thanks for leaving a comment.

deleted_user 02/22/2009

Well please don't feel alone in knowing a lot of us feel the same way even with having someone right next to us. We understand here and I hope you have some brighter days soon xoxo

ZAZAS 02/22/2009

I spent years in the workplace feeling like this, and like heylee said, add lonely, anxious, and every other horrible feeling.
Are you getting help or seeing a professional? Many of us can cover the outside while looking normal to everyone else.

deleted_user 02/22/2009

same here except im a stay-at-home who is very tired from lack of sleep

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