You are not a horrible person for feeling your feelings. You fought cancer and survived. You take your life one day at a time, and you keep coming back. You are one of my heroes!

There's no way you're a horrible person for what you wrote here! Sheesh, I feel the same way. My life came to a halt when I found out I had HIV. Never had kids, either. It was the right choice for me, but I can totally relate to the feeling of emptiness, and how hard it is to watch everybody else's lives moving forward and changing. I feel that way a lot.

So you are not alone. {{{{hugs}}}}

i dont see how they could think you a horable person i am sure they would not and would understand .............i do have children from my first maradge and i have a child from my husband now but that was from befor so when we got back to gether i realy wanted his child so i never went on birth control but i found out i was sterlized by a iud ..............i could of sued there was a big sute going on but that wouldent get me what i wanted so i didnt bother so i have a little bit of understanding of how you must feel and i am so sorry you have had and are going through this ....................enjou that beautifull little boy ....................god bless

Being a great aunt is the best of both worlds! You get to enjoy the kids without being financially responsible for them! No shame in that! Lavish all the love you'd feel for your own biological kids on them.

Only problem is you only get to see them occasionally. I go through this.

Thank you guys!!! Hugs to you Etherize xxxx.

I just feel so guilty because i have these feelings. I won't see himoftenbecause they live 8 hours away. I just wish i couldfeel like my own life had meaning and purpose despite the childlessness.