I am really down. I am glad I am away from my job; but they (my bosses) have fought with me ever since. They send me nasty letters, they try and make me believe in their lies and they have forced me to loose my unemployment insurance. I AM SO D@#N MAD! I did go to the appeals hearing and presented my case, I mailed a 5 page letter and 51 documents. At the hearing I played the tape recording of the whole conversation. It alone proves I was fired, and assaulted. However the hearing officer miss stated the recording and claims I quit because I felt the supervision was unreasonable. I had three supervisors, all wanted something different. The newest one had been there for two weeks and acted like he knew everything about what I was to do. But he didnt! The unemployment officer claims the supervision was not something another individual could have handled. He took the recording and quoted it like the main boss and I were having a cup of tea and I stormed out saying I quit you stupid a$$&*!#-okay he didnt but it like that, but thats it in a nut shell.

I can appeal, and I really want to. I hate running away with my tail between my legs. I have done that too many times over the years, and I feel really screwed. But the other side is to just walk away. Would a Knight walk away from battle? Then you factor in that because of them I cant find a job, Im in debt and no prospects. What am I suppose to do. I am starting to feel like I did when I became suicidal and I dont want to go down that road again. I have lost friends in this and I think the only thing I can is run to Texas to be with family that might comfort me.

So should I run like a coward or stay and fight like a Knight?