I'm a 24 year old male from Ireland. I'm currently recovering from my first suicide attempt that happened at the start of January of 2018. I'm glad that places like this exist on the web. I'm just trying to pick up the pieces and get on with my life and would appreciate any advise you kind people have for me.
I’ve been very depressed this weekend. I don’t feel joy, other than extremely fleeting moments. I fantasized last night about slicing both of my arms open and drifting to sleep. The only reason I am here is because I don’t want my young son to suffer the trauma of losing his parent. Other than that, what’s really the point of being here? There are some good experiences like love, watching...
so I’ve suffered childhood traumas. I work in a max sec prison, worst people in the world. I get as salted almost daily. So on and so on. That list is endless. My wife suffers from ptsd and all kinds of other things to. Just started to connect with my father when he died on Xmas 3 yrs ago. So I’ve been depressed, distant to my wife and kids uncaring and unaffectionate. Now she’s...