Hey D.S. family, hope all is well as can be expected. So I think my relationship is over! We're kind of like living like roommates. He's not good at being the support person for someone with mental illness. He thinks he understands, but he doesn't. He doesn't know anyone else with mental illness except me. We live together and this is thea worst I've been in our almost 6 year relationship. He works crazy amounts of hours, so he's not around me a lot of the time, but when he is around me, sometimes it's terrible. Sometimes because depression is so terrible, your up, your down, your thoughts are all over the place, your moods and emotions are all over the place. I understand that it can be tough for anyone, but I don't think we're good living together. I think maybe it's time I move on and just get my own place, but of course I'm struggling with that as I'm on disability and places are so expensive. I have even been looking at different alternatives to getting an apartment and so forth,  but if we did decide to stay in a relationship, we'll have to work really hard at it. I still think it will be better if I move out anyway.  I don't always understand his way of thinking. He'll say something like rude or judgemental and trigger me and then 5-10 minutes later, be trying to cuddle with me in bed like it's all good and nothing was ever said. That's not the way it works especially when you're depressed. You can't just brush harsh things off that easily. Well I can't atleast. Thanks for reading this guys. Have a good one. Hugs to all!