Call a crisis line, friend, 911, doc/therapistor go to the ER. Hun, HUGS .

Go to ER. You need to be in a hospital just until you can dial down this pain that is driving you towards self injury and/or suicide.

Sometimes you need to take drastic steps to break the cycle of despair.

print your post and show it to your counselor (or doctor).

do not hurt yourself. if you must go to ER to prevent that, GO.

When I felt as you did, I went through the pain and hurt and depression. It was hard, but what finally helped me was buying some self-help books and inspirational books.

Though if you think you are close to actually harming yourself, then maybe call one these U.S. hotlines, taken from the list at the bottom of you screen:

USA: Hopeline (Suicide): 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
USA: Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-Talk (1-800-8255)
USA: Teen Hotline Covenant House NineLine: 1-800-999-9999
USA: SOS Teen Hotline: 1-800-949-0057
USA: Grief Recovery Helpline : 1-800-445-4808

Some, like myself, get through it on their own. Others need to reach more, so please call one of those lines if you need to talk. They're trained to talk to people who want to hurt themselves or who are thinking of suicide. As well, as the others have said, you can go to a hospital ER and explain to them what's going on and they will have a person see you.

Sorry it is so painful for you right now. It's not easy I know.

If you are feeling suicidal now,then I would definitely agree you get immediate help at the ER,or that you make an emergency call to your doctor.If,in general,you are finding it hard to describe your feelings of overwhelming pain and urge to self harm to your counselor and doctor, I would encourage that you try to write your feelings down on paper.Sometimes writing this way is a great way to find out exactly what we are feeling,deep inside ourselves---and you could also show your writings to your counselor and/ or doctor.Describing things on paper is sometimes easier than struggling to clarify and express ourselves in spoken words.
Best wishes to you--and take good care of yourself.

I have been to the hospital. They were not helpful at all. When I needed to talk noone would be they to talk to.

I am surprised and sorry to hear that jenlost. Each time I went to the hospital, I've gotten to see a psychiatrist and been given medication to stabilize myself. It's not fun. I don't like the hospital. Perhaps give one of those hotlines a call and they will be more helpful. Either way, an emergency is an emergency and if you go to the hospital, they have to see you. A hospital is not therapy though. If you are looking for someone to really listen to you and you have the resources, think about seeing a therapist, preferably a psychologist.

Please take the advice given to you. Please take these feelings seriously and act accordingly. Again, I cannot stress this enough, you should go to the ER