I'm so sorry, Sweetie. Hugs and prayers.

I have a lot of things going wrong in my life at the same time as well. I'm sorry, I know what it's like. I often think of giving up. Keep trying to be strong. Do whatever you have to to keep your head above water. Sometimes trying/making any effort is all you can do as a depressed person- don't try to be perfect, just TRY. A little bit of SOMETHING is better than a whole lot of nothing! Do what you have to to get money for now- working as a janitor is better than living in the street...You still have something, & there's always someone who's worse off than you, so keep trying. *HUGS*

I can tell you, it doesn't help your financial doesn't help, but everyone will lose a job or more in their lives. Fault or no fault. When I lost my first job, I walked around wondering what did I do for months... even after I found my next job. I think that's natural. It sucks, but it happens to the best of us. Just focus on finding your next one. Good luck

Life does deal us suffering from depression a really hard blow sometimes. It takes time, but don't give up, keep digging your way back to the top of the pit. I've been where you are and you feel absolutely hopeless. If you can just hang in there and weather the storm it will get better at least until the next time. We suffer from a disease most ppl don't truly understand. When I hear of celebrities that kill themselves I totally understand how low they let themselves get. You have to fight to live sometimes and it's not always easy. You have to find that safe place in your mind to go in times like these. I choose a beautiful stream flowing past me over rocks and old logs. I listen to the water as it passes by me. I take my horrible thoughts and put them in a bag and I toss it into the stream. I watch as the water carries them away and I take a deep breath and I then try to come back to reality and try to find the things I'm grateful for in my life. I like to write them down, so I can go back and reflect on these things that make me happy. I know down the road, another day like this will come. That's why I chose a stream, because it's ever flowing and I can throw lots of bags in the water and watch them get carried away. Don't give up, sometimes we have only ourselves to bring us back from disaster. It will get better, you must believe that. It's how we stay alive, we have to constantly push ourselves forward when times get bad. Hang in there and life will bring joy back to you. Just look around and find it in everything you see, it's there, just look!!!

I am very sorry you are going thru this struggle right now and loosing your job certainly doesn’t help. Hang in there and don’t give up. Keep pushing forward one day at a time. I hope a new job opens up for you soon that you like much better than this one. God bless.