I have suffered from depression on and off for about 18 years now. The one thing I don't understand is after all this time I had never thought of cutting myself until recently. About 2 months ago I did, because I heard people say that when you do you release alot of pain. Wrong! The only pain I felt was on my arm where I cut myself with a razor blade. It hurt damn it! Did I feel better? NO, it had no effect on me whatsoever. So tell me when things got tough this weekend did I contemplate doing it again? It makes no logical sense to me. ANy ideas?
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