Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
So I'm laying in my bed thinking about suicide. Now tell me us bad to think of yourself committing suicide, well the weird thing is I know it's a bad thing to think that but I can't help it. Ian I eight messed in the head or what?? I mean I know not to do it and it's very stupid to think that, but why can't I think of anything else? I'm comletely fckd in the head ain't I.
Do you obsess about other topics/thoughts/fears?
OCD?
-Andy
If you don't have a doctor you can talk to, you should try to find one. It sounds like you really need some help right now. Also, reach out to your friends. It's times like these when you find out who your true friends are. You find out which ones will stick with you through the hard times.
If you get to the point where you think you may try to kill yourself please call this suicide hotline.
1-800-784-2433
Also, keep reaching out to people here on DS. That's what this site is for--to support people in need