Job hunting during the holidays was productive, but the holidays themselves are a time of fun and looking backwards. When in depression, job hunting and fighting employment, the end of the good season = a major resurface to the real world and am very depressed today. Have to find a job rather quickly and may be forced to do something low, just for $$$ and even though I have done that before, it is not uplifting. Major problems with unemployment too and a phone conversation with \"the state\" made me go through the job loss experience all over again, so a second crash for the 2007 year.
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