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I can't find any groups on here that still look active for pms help. My months get worse and worse. I start hormone therapy soon for my endometriosis.
I couldn't sleep last night for lying awake thinking of killing myself. It's hard not to scream and be hateful to everyone. Ibuprofen only helps so much with the pain.
My depression is so bad I can't function. I feel like I just wanna die. I feel like I have an empty hole in me and I'm so lonely and I look in the mirror and see this bloated disgusting monster. I want to break the mirror. I'm paranoid my fiance is cheating because who would want someone who looks like me? These mood swings are unbearable and I'm so down on myself.
Is there anything that helps this monthly roller coaster? Is there any help line I can text? I'm so empty and raw. I can't take it and my birthday is coming up and I don't want to even do anything.
Hormone therapy can be incredibly helpful, as can surgery to remove any build up of endometrial tissue.
I hope that hormone therapy works for you and you get some relief. In the meantime, be kind to yourself. Lots of self-care, and if needed you can always text Crisis Text Line by texting Hello to 741741 for some extra emotional support right now. Remember that you're having a hormonal reaction right now and that your Dr is starting you on a medical treatment that should work and help you to feel better soon. Hang in there.
Wishing you peace.