I just want to let everyone know that you are in this world for a reason. I know right now you feel like you are at the bottom of a deep dark hole that you will never be able to climb out of. Just getting out of bed can seem like an impossible task. Depression is hard. It hurts and it can take everything from you but it is survivable. One day it will be better but for now live for the little things. Think of things that make you happy and if even that seems hopeless try to think of the thinks that don't get you down. Each moment of happiness is one less moment of despair. Don't let the depression take over. Don't do anything drastic. Be brave and decide to live.
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