Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i went through a major chrisis in my life several months ago where i was minutes from killing myself but one way or another i survided. i felt more ashame from it then anything else because i do not like to fail at the things i do but i know that aslong as i learned something everything would be alright.
but to continue, i was fine perfectly peachy for the longest time nothing could hold me down i was on top of the world and no one could tell me otherwise it wasnt till a few weeks ago when i had my first suicidal thought in about 3 or 4 or so months.
it wasnt just a feeling it was stronger and it bothered me that it was triggerd, by my brother and a few remakes he made about me. i felt bad but i got over it in time but most recently i found my self slipping once more and its not the same old just being lonely or not having anyone to truly talk to it was worse.
now im getting the same old feelings back again and i dont want them to surface. im trying to find reasons why i keep going in and out of these depressive phases.
sorry if seems like a lot of ranting it is but nothing seems to make me happy anymore even in my worst depression there was always some old song that one person that could make me laught but now i feel nothing i feel out of place.