Note: I have suicidal thoughts but I will not do it today. There may be a time in the future but I'm "safe" for now.

Oh my dear please do not take your own life. You will leave behind a world of hurt. Please get some help you can be happy again. I am so sorry that you are going through such a hard time. Pls pm me we can talk. I can be your friend I can help you maybe. Please reconsider, get yourself a councilor or someone you can talk to professionally. HUGS

Take it from me I have been where you are many times. Whatever has happened no matter how bad it is is not worth taking your life for. As Mom2girlies said seek a counselor. They are trained in crisis intervention. They will help you. Their job is to keep you alive

1 800 273 8255 is the US national suicide hotline or www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. please reconsider. You are worth it. You may not see it but I promise you are

I am sorry you are in so much pain. Have you talked to your parents about how you are feeling? If not, tell them you have something important to talk to them about so they can get you some help. Let them know about your suicidal thoughts. Your parents love you and don't want anything to happen to you. Please don't do anything to harm yourself. You are a worthy person who deserves to live and be happy. You need to see a counselor or a therapist to help you get over the hurts you have. Please get help soon.

The help I get:
Friends: yes
Family: no
School counselor: yes
Crisis lines: yes
Thank you everyone for your kind support.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wa5IF7x-ziA

Please listen to this. It's a beautiful short opportunity to see ourselves in a fresh way. Xo

Hi

Bridgie, I have asked her. She said no. I did not include that in my journal because it was too hard to admit it then. I have her number. I know it is her because the person who registered the line is her dad. I did something. She did nothing. When I am depressed I ask myself the same questions as you but that is not reality. It is not my fault that she decided that she did not care. I cannot date anyone who does not care if I am dead.

Sweety, when my husband left me, I cried for six months. I even went to the beach to take a bottle of pills, then to walk into the water. But then, something amazing happened. As the pills started to kick in, they did t make me feel sleepy, they made me relax. I began to think more clearly. I guess the cool breeze kept me from losing touch. I realized that he wasn't worth my life, no one is. If you are feeling let down, or unloved, love your self, whatever has happened is not as important as you. Hang on Sweety. The sun does shine. We just have to look for the sunshine. One step at a time. After that six months, I only myallowed .myself one hour a day to cry or to be depressed. The days got easier then. I kinda put mourning on a diet (so to speak). This is how I began to feel better. You will be in my prayers.

"Nothing changed. I'm still in bed,"

Hmmm .. I would say that is why nothing has changed. If you want something to change, then you have to change it.

It's better, school just started (I chose to be in concurrent enrollment in high school and college) and I actually get to talk to people. I have zero stress because the classes are easy for me. The homework is go at your own pace, so I can go yolo and finish the semester's work if I need the distraction.

Wrapping your life around one person to the exclusion of every thing else is the same as limiting your diet to one thing. It starves you. There is a world of learning, achievement, living out there. You are rejecting all for the useless pursuit of a person who offers you nothing. Why would you do something so stupid with your life ?? When you are old, and have no more choices, you will regret this waste.