I'm extremely depressed. I have tried in real life to find anyone who give a ef about me but I can't. It's like the world is full on cold hearted mean robots. I am desperate for a genuine, kind human contact that is long term. Someone on my side. If I had the courage I would end my life but I don't. I have been like this for a long time and it keeps getting worse. My own family is cold to me too. It's like I'm in a nightmare that I can't wake up from. There must be something wrong with me to be so unloveable. I can't believe life can be this bad for anyone for so long. Why? What is the way out? I can't take it anymore.
For those of us currently alone and left to our own devices (no pun intended), what do we want ,or miss? (I am thinking Mary and I could fill this page all by ourselves...lol.)Anyone feel free to add your wishes too. Just imagine if we had them all?I do wish I had a handsome, sexy man (in MY eyes, not necessarily everyone else's) who did want me , thinks I am sexy and accepts me as I am. (as...
There is not alot of activity here and there is one or two who are trying to get things a buzzing again. I commend them for that, but I have noticed it is as though I am the only woman left who responds and the only woman left who seems to want (and misses ) sex. Am I a lone survivor here?(I do think of maybe Mary so I would not be completely alone?)