Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I'm extremely depressed. I have tried in real life to find anyone who give a ef about me but I can't. It's like the world is full on cold hearted mean robots. I am desperate for a genuine, kind human contact that is long term. Someone on my side. If I had the courage I would end my life but I don't. I have been like this for a long time and it keeps getting worse. My own family is cold to me too. It's like I'm in a nightmare that I can't wake up from. There must be something wrong with me to be so unloveable. I can't believe life can be this bad for anyone for so long. Why? What is the way out? I can't take it anymore.
You are going through a rough patch that's gone on a long time. I get it. I've been there. And I had no friend but Jesus. It might be the time to get to know Him. I realize athiest think God is make believe but what have you got to lose? Ask to know Him.
You are alone now, take the time to learn about things that interest you and take care of yourself. I agree it can seem like we are surrounded by robots. As you feel better and expect less, you may be pleasantly surprised to start meeting some nice people. As far as the others, don't expect them to be what they are not.
Well maybe advice you were not looking for but I tried to relay some things I learned. Meanwhile keep coming to DS and reaching out.
You are NOT unlovable. But you probably have to let go of some things if you want change to happen. It's scary... but necessary. Sending lots of love to your special soul. You are loving and caring, and the world deserves more of you. Please stick around and keep trying, keep fighting. <3
What are you willing to do to improve your situation? I know change is hard, but find one thing you can concentrate on. I have been very unhappy and depressed at times in my life. But I have always been able to find a reason to keep going.
Can you do this one thing? Go on Crossway.org/LearnMore. If you scroll down, you can find good churches in your area. Please make a phone call to a church. Most of them have counselors on staff who can help you and get you involved in a study or class.
Saying a prayer for you that the sun will shine on you today.
The fact that you are reaching out here online is a good sign. Some part of you knows there is no truth in the depressed thoughts, even if most of you still believes it. I say, "way to go"!
A practice that has worked for me is to think of one thing I'm grateful for and focus my imagination on that. If I have energy, I write it down, and maybe draw a picture of it or write something about it. That can sometimes pull me out of a dark place.