Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
My life is like a rollarcoaster right now.And I just trying to hold on for dear life it seems.I was working part time and miss it alot.But my stress level and irritablity seemed it was at its max.So I thought it was best to just step away for now.At the time I made rhis decesion I did not know my roomate/friend was in need of having a knee replacement.So she will be off for 6 weeks I will be helping her recover and try to keep holding on to my sanity if I can.I just feel frustrated and annoyed over everything.I seem like I can never say or do anything right.Some times I just feel like I can not get enough air.Money issues are a bigger stresser for me right now and tryin to do well in college is another.So much money involved in going to school and I want to do well and not blow my oppurtunity to make my life better.I realize everyone struggles each and every day and for some every day.I just feel I need out of my life and someone else to come in and make thins better.If that makes sense.Right now I feel alone and no one to actually talk to.I want to get in my car and leave go away to where it is quiet and no one is yelling or demanding money from me.But I know this is not realistic I am a adult and have to get out of the mess I have made for myself by standing on my own two feet and keep moving forward.Who ever take the time to read my post and ramblings thank you.Oh my car is broke down to.Jerrie
Gentle hugs
Hang in there. We are all faced with struggles. Yours seem to be happening all at once. What helps me is that I sit down with a pen and paper and list my problems and ways to make them better (goals). Then I work on that list. Every day set goals for yourself. Even if they are little....like looking for a job that is not as stressful, etc. God doesn't give us more than we can handle (although sometimes it feels like it). We get stronger everytime we get back up. I too have thought about just driving away someplace. It's just not going to solve my problems. Sounds nice though. Maybe a weekend away would be good for a break. Then come back and get to your goals. Keep your chin up.
Thanks again.Hugs.Jerrie