Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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muskrattiger 03/29/2013

i was woundering if eneyone else has this problem i seam fine when my husband is at home with me or i am with him ware ever we are but when he goes away for a cupple of days i seam to fall apart and i cry and i feel like i wont make it till he comes back it is the depreshion that comes up to drag me dowen but when he is her i seam to have more control over the depreshion ....................i just want to cry i feel alone i am not happy i am said it is like i am weaighting and it is so hard to weaight i dont know if i will make it ..............the only way i can makt it is if i go to see my son and his family but i dont want to be leaning on someone i want to be able to do it my self after 8 years you would think i would have a handel on this drpreshion by now .................................i am going to see how i do if i get worse i will go to my sons i have a migrain but if i cant drive he will come and get me i am so blesed to have such wounderfull children ...........i have no excuse to be so depresed .......................but i also know i have suffered from some form of depreshion all my life i am realy getting tired of this one .....................dont worrie about me i will look after my self just woundering if others are like me ..........................god bless

heretic 03/29/2013

I don't have any family or friends, I wish I did.

deleted_user 03/29/2013

Sounds like you need to find more things for just yourself. As it sounds like you have focused on everybody but you. You are the most important person in your life.

Summerwind81 03/29/2013

Agree on finding ways to fill the alone times, learning to enjoy your own company, perhaps starting small with just a great book or movie?

I am NOT educated in these matters in any way, but it sounds to me like maybe there's some separation anxiety going on. Just a thought...maybe something to ask your doctor about.

Wishing you peace

muskrattiger 03/30/2013

thankyou for being there for me ...........................heretic you have frends in here even though you cant see it right now .......the picture you have chousin speakes voulmes ............................i will look for you when i am in here ..................................max........................................................................ that sounds good and you are most likly right the one thing i have always had was the abilitie to paint and i havent painted in a long while so as soon as it warms up a little i am cleaning out my painting room and setting up my paints and start painting again .................................................maby that will make a diferance .........................summer.................................... i have talked to my doctor and he seames to be fine with me going to my sons since i feel fine there untill my husband comes home my husband wont leave me alone for more than 3 days he worries .................thankyou everyone .....god bless..................................

deleted_user 03/30/2013

When my fiance is in the hospital. I can't handle it and get so much anxiety and can't really sleep at night and can't wait for the morning so I can be around people. He always tells me i can stay with him in the hospital, but I can't handle hospitals so that makes it worse. I hate to be alone.

deleted_user 03/30/2013

I am the same way, I completely understand. I'm always fearing that he won't want to be with me anymore and that I'd have nothing..even though I know how strong his love is for me. The only thing that I know of is to try to find your own hobby. It keeps you busy and sometimes you'll lear n more about yourself, and I believe that can help make you stronger.

muskrattiger 03/30/2013

you know my worest night maire is that my husband would leave me i will wake up crying and sobing and my husband will hold me and tell me it is just a dream and that he will always love me .........i can have the most vishis dreams but these are my night maires

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