I know that feeling like dying would be better then being in this much pain but try to remember that we are all only given one chance at life and some of us have to be stronger to get through it then others. I feel the same way every day but always know that life is hurtful and low but there are so many other ways to feel besides those.

I agree with confused.... You never know what might be just around the corner that would help to make your life complete.
Dont think about things as far as the future cause sometimes that can really put us into an anxiety atttack. Take it one day at a time, one hour at a time... Take baby steps and tell yourself everyday that things are going to get better.
Its a hard fight with this damn depression but a fight that you need to fight... many blessings for you honey..

I'm so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. Is there anything going on in your life currently that is causing you to feel this way?

I am so sad right now that I want to cry. I feel the same way, if I had a damn gun I'd use it. Sometimes I feel that I'm in the way, others don't understand me, when I talk no one listens to me, it seems like I should just keep my mouth shut. I honestly feel strange to vent my crap out on everyone. I don't know what to do now. I have a decision going on in my head and it is whipping the snot out of me, there is so much depression in my household, we just can not get the swing of things. I pray and pray but it seems like God don't hear me. I shouldn't say that. I know this is not the place for me to vent my crap at because this is some elses post but I'm trying to hang on.

Sorry!

wep