Hello, Support Group. I don't know how to begin exactly but I'll give it a shot. So I recently got off Active Duty Army. With the impression everything would work out because I had plans put into place and a back up plan as well. But as life so has it, nothing ever goes to plan in life or in the Military. My wife and I thought our Twins would go to full Term. Instead they decide to come at 24 weeks. It's not my wife's fault by any means. But her family is already blaming her for not following old wives tale. We have been visiting our Micro Premature babies every chance that we get at the Hospital. But it's the feeling of not being able to help eats away at us. My wife is currently going through Post Pardom. I went to therapy myself before I got out of the Army. I already had bad anxiety and Depression prior to this tough time. I thought everything was going to be ok. I found a Job that was looking for new hires. Only to lose the Job today on Newyears Eve. Because I "wasn't working Fast enough."  As an electrician. They didn't really train me to work by myself but expected I get everything done without help. I think they let me go because they didn't want to pay for this medical bill personnally.  But now I feel I can't even provide for my Kids in this world that we live in. I'm a failure already and I'm just at the beginning of their lives. It's hard to hold back the tears while I'm next to wife looking at both monitors. Sometimes I feel I'm just not good enough and I'm at my bottom. It's just one thing after another.