Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I was taken in to hospital last night because i wont eat or drink i spoke to one of the nurses about the problems i have with food and laxatives ive never opened up to anyone about it before then when the doctor came to see me she asked me how many i take and how often i told her i take 10 everyday but i turned my head away because i was ashamed she sqeezed my shoulder really tight and yelled at me saying were really busy and 10 is way too many to be taking she kept yelling at me about the laxatives everyone in the hospital must have heard her i was just layed there crying like an idiot but she kept on so i hit the wall and she walked out and i hit it again and again then she came running in with a nurse and then she was telling the nurse about it and saying thats why shes feeling like this she can go home
i came out of the hospital cut my wrist but couldnt get deep enough so i walked in front of a car which stopped i dont know what i am meant to do i am hurting the people around me but i cant help it i dont want to hurt them they are trying to force me to eat and drink but i just cant and its driving me crazy i just want to run away from it all i will never tell anybody anything ever again i dont know why i even told her i never tell anybody anything i know im going to kill myself but nobody will help me so its probably meant to be
i came out of the hospital cut my wrist but couldnt get deep enough so i walked in front of a car which stopped i dont know what i am meant to do i am hurting the people around me but i cant help it i dont want to hurt them they are trying to force me to eat and drink but i just cant and its driving me crazy i just want to run away from it all i will never tell anybody anything ever again i dont know why i even told her i never tell anybody anything i know im going to kill myself but nobody will help me so its probably meant to be
I'm so sorry that you were treated badly at the hospital.
The doctor was a fool to not see what was really going on with you. You need help. You are starving yourself, abusing laxatives, and not drinking. You cannot live very long like this. Dehydration is VERY dangerous!
Honey, Please, call 911 and get some REAL help. First You need to be admitted and re-hydrated.
You are struggling with an E.D. You cannot fix this problem overnight. I know, because I was once struggling myself.
PLEASE, PLEASE, don't let yourself die.
You are such a wonderful, beautiful person.
The world needs more people like you........ Not Less.
It is not meant to be that you kill yourself. Depending on how old you are, again in the UK, if you tell your GP what's happening they will refer you on for specific help. You are entitled to that, and if your GP doesn't then push for a second opinion. You need the help of a crisis team now, and continuing care by a community psychiatric nurse.
You will feel so much better if you are seen by a specialist in eating disorders. You are clearly feeling suicidal, and if you go to your gp and tell him/her that (write it down if you can't say it) you will get the help you need.
I'm sorry you had such an awful experience. If you were feeling better I'd suggest complaining.
i really dont think i can tell anyone my gp will probably find out now from the hospital
First of all, why are you depressed? You need to talk to someone about this.
The hospital should not sent you home.
You need help, and killing yourself is not the help you should get, you need to get out of this funk..!!! you didn't say what your problems are.
Whatever they are, think about death, you will be no more.
things in life can be bad, but life can be beautiful also.
You need medications to help you as well as a trained psych. to give you medication.
Death is final, you don't want that.
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If the first source of treatment does not live up to your expectations, you need to find another source. That's precisely what I did.
Good luck.
I would still tell your GP, as my son recently od'd and the hospital still hasn't sent any kind of letter (it's been three weeks). You've got to love the NHS!
Could you manage to write a letter to them? Maybe get your parents to go with you, or a good friend, so you don't lose your nerve? Having suffered from anorexia I know what it's like to lose yourself entirely to controlling your calories, watching the scales, being deceptive and watchful. It's horrible, and you deserve so much more than that.
Your past can destroy you, but I didn't want the past to beat me so I eventually started working on things which made me so upset. I am the person I am because of the things I have survived, and although I will always have scars I am glad that I have survived.
Be kind to yourself; reach out to someone.
Tell them you are afraid that you are a danger to yourself.
That should get you started on a healing path.
i was taken back in to hospital last night i have seen a psyciatrist sorry for bad spelling and a dietision i have drunk a little water and am getting help