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I recieved messages from my lover today. He said that something had happened in the past few days that would forever change him, his life. He couldn't share with me yet, but he encouraged me to move on. In the end, he said that he loved me very much, but he couldn't do anything.
It sounds cliche from the story/excuse/break-up words of an asshole. But all I can tell you that he is not. I know something serious has happened.
More than 5 years ago, I went through a break-up time. Was cheated. I thought it was the most painful thing I'd ever been through... Now, this pain - the pain where 2 people loving each other but hit all kinds of obstacles to be together, and lost the battle - is another kind of pain which I wanted to jump out of the window.
No. I won't jump. I must not die.
If I die, I won't feel anything anymore. No more pain. I'm free. If I die, I won't have to suffer any kinds of life crisis. But there will be 3 people who would die in their heart: my parents, and my lover.
My parents have gone through most of their lives through countless difficulties. If I die, I guess my mother would literally die also.
My lover is baring his pain on his own, him alone, for me to suffer less. If I die, he'll die inside. He'll suffer the biggest pain he'll ever know in life. Even he may suffer a stroke. He loves with every cell in his blood. He is suffering for my own sake. If I die. I'll fail him.
"For you, my love, I will live. You taught me what real love was. So I will live. For the memory that we shared together. I love you."
It sounds cliche from the story/excuse/break-up words of an asshole. But all I can tell you that he is not. I know something serious has happened.
More than 5 years ago, I went through a break-up time. Was cheated. I thought it was the most painful thing I'd ever been through... Now, this pain - the pain where 2 people loving each other but hit all kinds of obstacles to be together, and lost the battle - is another kind of pain which I wanted to jump out of the window.
No. I won't jump. I must not die.
If I die, I won't feel anything anymore. No more pain. I'm free. If I die, I won't have to suffer any kinds of life crisis. But there will be 3 people who would die in their heart: my parents, and my lover.
My parents have gone through most of their lives through countless difficulties. If I die, I guess my mother would literally die also.
My lover is baring his pain on his own, him alone, for me to suffer less. If I die, he'll die inside. He'll suffer the biggest pain he'll ever know in life. Even he may suffer a stroke. He loves with every cell in his blood. He is suffering for my own sake. If I die. I'll fail him.
"For you, my love, I will live. You taught me what real love was. So I will live. For the memory that we shared together. I love you."
Is there any way you can find out what his pain is coming from? Mutual friends?
Just wait and find out more. The story sounds very cloak and dagger. Wait till you've got the full story before you decide what to do.