I am so sorry you are going through this. I remember going through something like it a couple of years ago. Boyfriend left me after one of his many alcohol fueled interventions where he decided I wasn't good enough; a friend who I thought was mine but clearly must have been his asked me how things were, and I told him. I remember saying xxx was an asshole: immediate block.

It got worse: a year or so later, they must have realised I'd left that town, and this guy sent me a text saying he had something of mine and would I like it back? I thought I was being clever by not telling him where to post it: I said we could meet up in wellington, where I now was and where I knew he lived. Silence: reblock. He had his information, I had left that town.

I was gutted. Absolutely gutted. Fooled and rejected by total white trash manipulators. and so hurt.

The only thing I can say to do is to rise out of the ashes. Keep on doing what you're doing. keep on being who you are being. Give yourself time, and slowly, one person a year maybe? you will make yourself known, people will learn to believe in you, learn to trust you.

People will eventually know you for who and what you are. And I think you need a new group of friends. We sometimes grow out of high school friends.

it can be unbelievably lonely in your twenties. hang on in there. Keep smiling.

I consider you a friend. I am always happy to talk to you. Message me any time.

ditto

I have similar problems. Since I have Muscular Dystrophy, Depression and Anxiety, I can be a real downer to be around, which isolates me further. I wish that I could shake my problems off, but they engulf me, have a grip on me like a python. It is a vicious cycle and I can totally relate.

Don't you just love some people? That's why I love my dogs: always happy and glad to see me, never argue with me. sometimes they miss the pee pad. Oh well! Still better than most people. Some people pee on your foot on purpose. Be good to yourself and find some new friends. Hard to do at first, but who cares what THEY think? I don't like THEM either.

I totally understand how you feel. I agree with Minidogs2 about dogs. Unconditional love. But I miss human interaction too. My good friend has turned out to be a traitor, now she and hubby are best of friends. And she is gay which somehow hurts even more. Its seems difficult to find good friends now a days. I guess all we can do is keep trying and be good to ourselves. Hope your day gets better.
Wondering if there is a chat place somewhere on this board? Hmmm

I completely feel you on this one, because I've been there. I've had times where I was so low and felt like I had no one to turn to. But maybe being on this site will help. I don't know you, but you can always message me if that's an option on here (I'm new to the site so I don't know for sure). The best thing to do is get out and try to meet new people. Sometimes the world surprises you and provides you with people who really click with you when you least expect it. That has happened to me recently. I felt like I really didn't have friends because I just didn't mesh with my old friends anymore, but then my boyfriend started introducing me to some friends of his and I realized there are new people out there with similar interests that I can talk to. Losing old friends is hard and so is making new ones, but don't ever give up or feel like you have to be alone.