I'm sorry you're having a rough time. What has helped in the past to get through it? I saw you previously had similar posts. We are here to listen and for support.

I would distract myself with games. It sometimes works

That helps me sometimes, too.

Do you have the means to see a counselor/therapist? If not, maybe try calling the national suicide hotline. You don't actually have to be thinking about suicide to call them and talk. Just down about something. Check their web site. It might help and it couldn't hurt. What about religion? Its been life changing for a lot of people. Do you have friends/relatives you can spend some time with?

Hello,
I’m so sorry you feel empty. Have you tried to volunteer? According to research, it helps someone to see his purpose in life. When you help, you are making a difference in someone’ s life. Try to connect with your community or local church for some opportunities.

My sister used to be so sad because she was going through a tough time. She looks hopeless and has no motivation to go on. She decided to have dogs. Now every morning she’s excited to wake up because she has dogs to take care of. If you love to take care of animals, try to get a pet. I hope it will work for you.

When my son left for college, I felt so empty. I have a life group that I meet once a week. It feels good to have someone praying and uplifting us especially when going through difficulty. Try to join a support group that you can meet in person. It will help you to feel less lonely and not alone. Please keep sharing, we are here for you. I hope you will feel better soon. May God’s peace and comfort be upon you.

I hope this finds you having a little easier day. I spent 25 years hating life, hating myself. I was in a deep hole until a little over 10 years ago I started seeing beauty and I got out of the hole. I spent time talking to someone, they helped me get to the core what was causing the depression and self hatred. The emptiness you feel can be filled, you can have wholeness. Reaching out on here is an excellent start. Find a counselor, pastor or mentor that can help you get to the bottom of what is going on inside. I am praying for you and know God can free you as He did me from depression. -Rachel

I have tried counseling and called suicide hot line. Last counselor couldn't help me or understood what is going on. I ended up feeling regretful for mentioning anything. Suicide hotline made me feel worse. The people on the other end would rush me off the phone like I was just another person to get off the phone. They wouldn't attempt to even ask what is going on. I was told to find a hobby and hang up

I'm sorry you got that response. I know what you are feeling, I am feeling a degree of that myself. All I know is, I've been here before, and life eventually (sometimes after a long time) got better, even fantastic. That's what keeps me going. Life is full of ups and downs. Its like a universal law or something I guess.
I always hear of things to help: force yourself out of bed, read jokes or watch comedy until you laugh to start your day, shower and clean up. Sometimes helps. Just remember, you are not even close to alone in this.