Sorry you are feeling this way. Talk to your parents and let them know how you are feeling and that you feel like you may need some professional mental health care such as a counselor of therapist. They love you and they do no want anything bad to happen to you.

I’ve talked to my parents and my mom just says I’m over reacting that I’m fine, so I stop going to her and my dad ain’t around

Is there anyone at school you could talk to? A counsellor type person?

Also I noticed when you say it’s felt worse in the last two months, it might be worth noting that the winter months can make these feelings feel worse :(

What things do you enjoy doing in your spare time, what helps to take your mind off everything? X

@givemestrength please message me

Has anything major changed since your depression has changed over these past two months? Taking a look at that with a therapist or a trusted healthy friend might be beneficial. Sometimes, you reaching out and talking about specifics is more beneficial than reciving direct advice and feeling judged while you're already down. That might be the best place to start since you are already feeling so down you can barely get out of bed. I hope this helps.

If you have zero motivation it's likely you have a chemical imbalance in your brain. I would try to seek professional help before things get worse. They can start you on medication and it often helps.

I am so grateful that you are seeking advice. I am concerned about your lack of motivation to get out of bed. Although I do not know what is on your heart, I want to believe that there is someone in your life that cares that you are alive. When I was struggling in life, I did not share my feelings with anyone. I put on my best face and went out into the world as if nothing was wrong. It was very exhausting, and I felt so alone. What I discovered was that all the emotions that I kept inside was also physically draining me. I had family and friends but still trusted no one at the time. I believe you have the courage to take a step toward healing. Please tell someone in person that you need emotional support with dealing with your depression. Having a caring and listening ear can be the beginning of healing. Praying that your health care provider will also offer you some resources near you when you choose to open up and trust that you can receive professional resources on how to get through this tough time. Do not give up because you are NOT alone and your life does matter!