I am so sorry you feel so bad. What is wrong?

I feel the same way, don't have the guts to do it but I pray to die every night.
I'm sorry you're hurting so much. Have you talked to a doctor? Are you on meds?
You can get help to feel a little better. Just reach out for it. Big Hugs

I'm sorry...its just everything. Finances...home life...everything. I just want to leave. I dont feel lthere is anything good for me anymore

I do not go to therapy anymore. It did not help me, went through a few people. I think this is just it for me. I have always been sad...since I was 10. All I can say is I thank God I was not born with anything physical wrong with me, I have my sight, my voice, my hearing, and I am grateful. But still, I am so sad and lonely. All the time

Trying to get it together....trying not to be so hard on myself, and take one thing at a time. Cleaning, one room at a time....one load of laundry at a time...I think it will come together at the end. I pray to God he helps me through

My old friend I know your faith in God is not misplaced. Your efforts to do what you can are inspiring to me. I am seeing great fruit from determined prayer and am convinced you are loved and secure in God even as I am. I have seen you struggle but I have watched you overcome great obstacles and I have faith you will do so again. Never lose hope of a cosmic breakthrough coming your way and propelling you into a better realm. It is happening to me and I was surely lost and confused just recently. Take heart weary soldier.

Read the posts by Wally Bear.
She will pull you out of every gloom and doom.

Good morning trayanne,
I read your post with much sadness,because believe me,I do know how you feel.Today,I suffer from COPD/Emphysema and psychotic depression.There have been many times since I was diagnosed where I have longed for the stillness and the peace of death,today I think of how that would affect my wife,my children and my grandchildren.That doesn't mean that dark thoughts don't happen for me today,it just means that I think of those I would leave behind,this group has been wonderful for me,it gives me a place to come when I feel bad,which is often,but sometimes just giving someone in trouble,like yourself,the chance to talk to someone they know is listening can help enormously.I'm deaf,but I'm listening to you my friend,stay strong and trust in God,have a blessed and peaceful day,
Gentle Hugs,
Scott.

THank u guys, I appreciate all your kind words, and hope u r well

I hope you are doing better.