oh sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear that you have struggled for so long. There has to be some form or combination of meds that will help you. It took me several attempts at different types and combos of meds before I found the right ones. I am on zoloft and welbutrin and my life is so much better. There are days that I still dont want to get out of bed, but I dont ever feel like life is so bad now that I need to hurt myself or that I just want to die. Please talk to someone close to you. Do not do anything that you cant take back. I am here if you need to talk. you can pm me if you want

Hello my girl. You are certainly NOT ALONE AT ALL. I had experienced a hard time in junior HIgh as well. It was not my favorite place and I wanted to actually quit school, but my parents would not allow it. Thank God I graduated and went on to College which is a whole lot better than HIgh School I promise you. I know it's tough but you have taken a very smart step in joining this support group which I would have liked when I was your age. Please don't give up. Get to a Dr. if you can so he/she can help with meds. etc. and I am here for you most of the time to help you in any way I can and it would be my pleasure to be your big sister if you want. Send me a message anytime you want to get help or just to talk about anything you want or need to. It will be alright, just hang in there. I am on meds myself because I have a host of problems; life just isn't easier but it gets better after high school I promise you that. Lots of Love of Prayers.

Hey. I am 16 and I can somewhat understand what it's like being a younger person with major depression. Please message me if you ever need to vent or have someone to talk to

Hello, I'm also 15. I know it can be hard with all the drama in high school but find one friend that really cares and that you don't mind sharing your feelings with. I also attempted suicide about 5 times but never proceeded to it because my friends talked me out . I still live a miserable life but I'm alive to talk about it. Seeing friends that care about you being alive can help. Feel free to message me if you want.

Hello Wilson, I am father of a 15 year old male. I cannot compare his life to yours but what I am hoping is that maybe we can teach each other what's going on inside the mind of a 15 year old. I know my son wants to say something, I can feel it. I ask him to write it on paper and I will read it if that would be easier, and we have done that a few times but there is something more, like one big thing he has to tell me. So maybe we could share and if you would like you could open up to me in time and see what you can do to better your situation. If this sounds like something you want to do, we can start our dialog in DailyStrength. Be well. Love is the remedy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GdiVv-SoqQ

Thank you for reaching out, it shows your strength and will hopefully provide good results for you and others reading this. It sounds like you understand how painful suicide is and that it is not an option, or a solution to the problem. When my brother committed suicide we had no idea he was even in pain, and we all wish every day that we would have so that we could have the option to try and help. It is the most painful thing I have ever been through, and it still hurts today, 3 years later, and has torn our family apart. Only with the grace of God have any of us had any healing.

That being said, there are many practical solutions that you can try so start making things better. I like to try to change one small thing, no matter how small, each week to try and make moves toward a more positive life. The small things add up to big change. I hope and pray for your healing, and that you can have hope for a better today!