Hi. I'm sort of new to this speaking about my problems thing. I just wanted to say hi. I'm suffering from depression. I haven't gone to see a therapist and when I do, my parents laugh at me. I sorta laugh back, trying to cope with the 'insult'. I have this urge to hurt myself and by hurting myself helps relieve the emotional pain for a short period of time. It's like a high, but a the disturbing kind of high. I've been abused by my parents, mainly verbal but it hurts a lot. I've also been pushed around at school, never been physically beat up but I've been cyberbullied but one specific person who just won't stop trying to hurt me and I don't know why. My friends are really supportive but they had to move to different countries. I'm still in contact with them, but sometimes I want to rant about my problems to someone I don't want to have to look at me as fragile.