Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I've changed since i was 5, im no longer always laughing and easy going. i shut out my emotions years ago as unreal as that sounds. its at the point where i couldn't describe how im feeling if i tried. i had a therapist but my mom doesnt want to believe something is wrong with me and stopped taking me. when i try and tell her things she just gets mad and completely makes it my fought for thinking a certain way. so i just stopped saying how things made me this way. i really want to, when i go to college, just never come back. i wanna forget about this place and try to start over, maybe change my name. but i still have too years left. im overweight, not all that pretty but im smart so i guess that makes up for it. the thing is i know its where i live thats really pulling me down but i have nowhere to go and for some rason i can always remember every bad thing that has happen to me. ive tried to forget but whenever i click out from the world those things are all i think about. im not sure if i should just go live with my dad in Texas or stay where i am and try and last these next two years.... oh and im Desire
So, let me start be saying that you are a beautiful person. You were made with intention to be the person you are and that person is not only beautiful, but worthy to be loved. I am proud of you for having plans for your future, even if they are not 100% clear.... we are all still figuring out what we want to be when we grow up, and I am 34 years old ;) No one said you have to know right now, or ever. Feel free to take the time to find who you are, and love who you are.
:) Susie