Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

It's quite difficult to find work during COVID restrictions; everyone is in the same boat. Perhaps you can ask your doctor to prescribe antidepressants to help you to overcome your anxiety and fear to perform.
You are not alone with these problems and you are certainly a member of this society. Be strong, have faith in your abilities, and disregard criticisms especially from selfish siblings. Take care !