Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I'm really sorry that you are on the edge today. Are you seeking professional advice? You must require of yourself not to bear these burdens alone. And it is natural to do recollecting types of thinking, such as the good times or happy moments, or even to recall a story of fear. But when memories have consequences of pain and agitation, causing you to fear more often than usual, it may be time to ask for expert help to help you come away from overbearing thoughts, which may further lead you to doubt those defining moments of life. And sometimes it works to just tell the awful thoughts "hands-off" for a moment of emotional relief; this approach works for me!
I do hope for you the best today. Hugs!