Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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nikki205
nikki205

Hello all,


I am new to this site/group and hope this can be a place where I can find others that understand how I feel and maybe even make friends. I've always had depression since I was a teen and have had suicide attempts in my past.  Now I'm around 30, I have been struggling more than usual. I've moved to another state and got a new job. I'm not sure why I thought it could have helped but I was willing to try. However, I've been here 6 months and I cry every morning, feel like crying all day, no one really talks to me at work as I'm still seen as an outsider, and the reason I know my depression is bad is that I've been having thoughts of suicide again. 


I generally feel overwhelmed but I'm trying to find a new doctor since moving. So far I've been diagnosed with depression, bipolar, social anxiety, and ptsd (None of the doctors I've seen over the years have diagnosed me the same). I've been on many many meds over the years but for the last year or so I've not been on any, mostly due to getting laid off and no insurance for a while. I'm looking for advice on how you all cope, suggestions, or even just a place to vent. Thank you!! 

reddog201
reddog201
i am sorry you are struggling. i understand because i am fighting some of the same things as you.have been for as long as i can remember.....i wish i had some good advise on how to cope....all i can do is be here if you need to vent or need someone to talk to........
sharaninmd
sharaninmd
Welcome to this group. You will find many people who are going through the same things that you are going through. You will make new friends who are ready to listen and offer support. So sorry you are struggling so much. I hope you can find a doctor soon. I believe you need to go back on medication and possibly go to therapy or counseling. I understand how hard it is to start a new job when you are anxious about being accepted and wanting to fit in. That is how I always felt when I started a new job. Give yourself a little more time and things should start to fall into place at your job. Maybe you could start by asking someone you feel a little comfortable with to go out to lunch together. It could be the beginning of a new friendship. I wish you the best. Continue to use this site to talk with others and make friends.
nikki205
nikki205
Thank you all so much for your replies. It really helped my mood today and showed me I'm not as alone as I feel. I would write more but I'm suffering from a migraine but know I really appreciate this.
EmmaRose88
EmmaRose88
Do you like coloring? maybe grab a book from a book store or store. Have you tried meet up.com? What state are you in? Maybe google your interests near your city. Hope that helps I've recently moved an hour away from everything I know.
nikki205
nikki205
I do like coloring and I should go back to it. I work a lot, sometimes 10 hour plus days so I usually just want to crash when I do get home. I haven't tried meet up though and will look into it. I'm now in Wisconsin and it's just kinda weird to me. Lol. Thank you for the suggestions! Moving is a pain enough then to be so isolated, not good for my sanity at all.
turtlemom
turtlemom
You are a beautiful and wonderful creation of God. Please do get back on your meds and keep connected to people as much as possible. Maybe go for a walk or listen to your favorite music when you can. Take up a new hobby or just try something new.Try using a hotline to get additional help and information( https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline ). I will be praying for you.